Faith!
As mentioned in my introduction I am a believer in the Christian faith. If I had to say what I am, I am more in align with the Baptist ideals of Christianity. I did my oath of confession with I was 17 years old, in front of my church, school, friends and family. Although maybe my family might make fun of me for it(they still think I followed in a cult or something), I do not regret it.
The whole point is, I started re-reading the bible to have better understanding not just about God but about me. One thing I heard which really hit home, was the Bible was written down for an audience. The question is who was the audience. The Bible was not written to but to pass a message.
I am still wondering what that audience is, cause it would make the Bible more sense in terms of the message. That is not to say I don't know what the message is, redemption of humanity by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, but why was it written down in the way it was and to the times these take place.
I have a long way to go in learning and growing, but I think this is the path forward!